Lost in Time

Acrylic on stretched canvas

Meet Ben Adams

Inspiration:

I am trying to express the inevitable conclusion of a long term incarceration. The tarnishing effect of the endless dehumanization inflicted by the DOC system is something that I struggle to convey. I find it may only be described as the escalating degradation of one's soul. Having been now touched in such a profound manner, I'm left to wonder if I could ever recover what has been lost to time.

What role does art play in your life?

Art is, in my opinion, a softly spoken expression. Quantum in its present state, it's nothing while at once having the capacity to be anything. This metamorphosis may only occur in that moment in which it is measured by an outside force. Being cryptic in nature, it may only be deciphered as something by the eyes and heart of the observer. Only then does it become a communication

Art for me sometimes gives purpose to a life void of relevance. Often times it is an expression of a thought or a feeling.

Justice statement:

The concept of justice in its broadest sense is the application of that which is "just" or morally right. This idea, however, is as fluid and individualized as the languages used to describe it. Unfortunately, the word justice is most often used as a palatable way of asking for what they really want, which is synonyms like retribution or vengeance.

ARTIST STATEMENT

I did this as a study of light and shadow. Being self taught I use experience as my teacher. While I do use mediums such as graphite and water colors, I prefer acrylic because it feels more permanent.

I wish that I could tell you that art is a vital part of some grand design for my purpose in life, but the truth is, it’s just a way to pass time. Sometimes I’m inspired to create art because it’s a visual expression of a thought or a feeling. But more times than not I see something I think is cool so I will try and paint something similar that fits my own style. My hope is that it will stir a thought or feeling in someone else.

I can't help but to see identity as a variable. One that can only be governed by perspective. I have been many things to many people over the years. Some of those qualities have been counted as a great value, and others as quite detrimental. I think that all would agree that I have always been able to adapt and overcome. In truth, I expect only to be seen as I am in each moment. It is my hope that whoever that may be, it will in some way to be of value to someone.

Lavender Lit Room

14 X 7.25 Acrylic on cardboard

Praise

8.5 X 6.5 Acrylic on cardboard

Warmth

9 x 6

Medium: Acrylic on cardboard

The prisons are filled with drug addicts, but the drugs are not the problem. They are a symptom. The problem is the addict is searching for a warm place of comfort. They find that place through drugs.

Aged

Acrylic on cardboard

This piece is an expression of an all too real fear that many of us have in prison. One that stems from having to leave here later in life, and as a result of our age we would be past the point of usefulness. None of us want to be a drain on society.

Psalm 14:2

9 x 5.25

Medium: Acrylic on cardboard

I would request the viewer to read Psalm 141:2 to find out my inspiration for this piece.

Foresaken

Acrylic on canvas panel

Each person in prison is traveling down a path that leads to them being left behind. Not only by loved ones, but by life itself. Prison is many things, but nothing more than desolate.

Singularity

Acrylic on canvas panel

This piece speaks to the struggle of an inmate trying to stay vibrant in an otherwise gray existence.

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